Wednesday, August 17, 2005

I am irrational today...not thinking clearly and reacting badly. I know I have an unhinged look in my eyes and I feel the vein on the right side of my head throbbing. I want to say ugly things and hang up on people when the phone rings. I don't like driving in this kind of mood because I want to run the car into other cars....or buildings....or whatever. I want to lash out at whoever's around. I have to consciously edit myself so that I don't say something that might get me fired or really be hurtful to someone undeserving. J calls this my Doris personality...I definately don't think the good grandmother whose name that was would appreciate my evil alter ego being known that way.